yes! finally.

hoho~~ merdekah!! i had finish my exam.. i should feel happy because i have freedom from getting sick of the exam.but feel emo de. i had try my hard to read and understand the subject. but yet still can make a lot mistake in exam. should put more more effort.please no more last minute hard work anymore kay. must have own planning especially time management is very important. nating can be change right now so just wish can pass in exam. very boring Sunday. hope can go back early.miss Herley who are waiting my warm huggie. hehe... new task should be start right now. no more delay. min desu remember work in efficient and fast ya!! huhu~~

Last paper

huhu~ last paper will be hold on tomorrow morning. is very very hard subject. Credit management. dun like to own people money then still me to learn this subject!! hmm..... relationship management approach, credit scoring, altman z score, loan pricing.. quite tough nei!! some more all this theory not necessary can be used in future. then actually wat is the purpose to take this subject? swt~~~ no mood to study arh!! @@@@@@@@......... tai gong,tai ma,zo zo,zong gong, zo ma. bless me kay.hehe..

不再担心了。。。

大考急着向我扑过来。没想到他这么的想念我。但没兴趣的我只好在这混一混。我知道你爱我可是可以给我十分钟透透气。“呵以吗” ^^突然间很想他。嗐。。已有一年半了吧？为什么还是这么的堕落。那天看见你消瘦的照片。有点责怪我自己。很想打通电话问候最近的你。却没有勇气。怕你不会接。又怕你接了以后又不知该从哪里聊起。最后拿起了电话，想找个人来呼呼。结果还是你。我想只有你最了解我。虽然我不必多说但你已懂我想要表达的东西。拿起点电话筒，听到你问候的声音，泪像水隆头一样不定的流下。妈妈告诉我水费虽然已下价但还是很贵呐。爱浪费的我，还是控制不了自己爱花钱的习俗。假装自己很坚强的声音却被你发现有点不对劲。安静的我，听着你在另一边喊这我的名字。心都碎了。虽然被你骂了一顿，不但不会生气反而觉得很爽。。虽然每一次都很想告诉你我的故事但当我想讲的时刻又觉得我没事了。不想然你担心就干脆别讲。这就是你爱骂我的原因。（我爽啊，你又能怎样？哈哈。。打我啦。。）跟你聊了一会真的好多了。三八秀谢咯。其实我知道你的存在很重要。可以不要每一次多强调好吗。（不要脸啊？呵呵。。）

最后还是选择不打了。我想你应该很喜欢你现在的生活吧。那我更不应该继续打扰你。说好已放下那就不要后悔。（老娘很讨厌pusing pusing, 因为到头来还是亏本生意）。学会了尊重自己的原则。老师常教的东西应该用嘛，不然会很对不起那些贵到要死的学费。哈哈。。其实也该谢谢你的啦。让我成长了那么多。thank you. thank you har. new mision "be more happier and more stronger SaiLoMon (SLM) huhu~~ gambatte!!

future

hole brain was thinking what should i do after i graduate from money making u (mmu). i still couldn't have a clear picture on what should do on the next step.izit because i haven't step on the first step. or izit because i never think of that. or izit because i still not understand with myself? so that i was still in the dark world which i still can't find the way out... until i found a group of people which willing to lead me even i was always stupid than others. my brain sometimes cant function as fast as other, i need more time to think. this is my weakness hope i can improve it and get away from "slow motion"! thank for the people that believe in me. even i was start from zero.thankSSss for the willingness and opportunities. i will work hard until we can get the result that we want. unbelievable new fighter will be born soon. a Za a Za fighting!!! let we fight to gather.. huhu!!



plz: i might have a lot of thing to learn..

Happy New Year

hoho~~ finally i have my own blog ady. I had deserve to have my own blog for long long times ago. just that dunno have the confident to created. It because i dunno what to write here. i scare this is just because i get influence by other to create my own blog. hope this is not. i just want to have my own place to tell everyone about my story. hope this can be retain until the time of my life is end. We might don't know what will happen on tomorrow so i just do whatever i want to do.hehe..besides, i can more clear on what character i have, did i have any changes when the time pass on. this is a good and right time for me to know about me.I'm going to social university soon. hope can be a active single frigther.u huu!! it my solo time.... hehe... this is the new place which can accompany me along my long long journey~~~~today is 1st day of this 2009. here to said happy new year to everyone in this world!! waiting for new changes....... a za a za fighting!!