Life

Long times never update my blog. Suddently feel like to crap here. After had read through my friends blog. I feel they all are quite enjoying with their life. Compare to me. I was like a people like loss direction. I had loss control of myself. When i need a friend to talk to me but there's no one is available. Sometimes situation happen when the friend that i'm looking for are not free to accompany me. at the end, i went to talk with my dog. how sad ya.

People said life is wonderful. Actually i feel the life for me now is very useless. I can't get what i want. I can't achieve that thing that i deserve. Sometimes will feel i was a loser. I was always thinking what kind of life that i want? too demanding makes me feel stressful.and I through stress will push me to look forward and more motivate me but actually i was wrong. I can't control my emotional then how can i makes things to be sucess?

Recently i had learn from my sister. I learn how stronger she is. She stil feel very happy even she had get rejected. She still can smile as normal. For me, once customer reject , i was like the hole world of people reject me. until that day, i jz realease taht i need to changes.

What in my mind right now is. Be myself. Always remember what situation you are. Dont makes too much of suspicion before you did something. Just do it! you will get the result. You might not good as others, but you still have to heading your own direction. min dez. a za a za figting!!